Morning post

First and foremost, I would like to apologize to all my friends coz unable to go out with you all during this holiday. It doesn't mean that I had forgotten about you all d, but i really valued the friendship we had whenever in Secondary school or National Service. I had been busy doing my assignment, hope that u all able to understand. I am really sorry for those things I did, especially Raymond. He has been asking me out for a bicycle ride since the last holiday, but to no avail. I never turn up for the session throughout these holidays. I promise I would try to go out with you all in the next holiday. Friends Forever!!



This morning, when i woke up, I felt like one kind. My motivation to become a medic student rage even more inside my body. I would try at any cost to become a medic student. To tell the thruth, I get a B for Biology, 2A for Chemistry and Mathematics, in total 3.66(3.7 on the school board, i suppose). I had let my biology teacher down, and I have to strive even more harder to achieve my dream. Although this is mid semester exam, I have no choice but to do more bcoz I always get bad result in biology quiz till now. Today would be my last day before departing back to school. Ok, byez~

Biology experiment

I am finally back from kmm d... we will be having holiday start from Friday till evening in next Tuesday in conjuction with the Independence Day and First day of Hari Puasa. Envy izit? Let me tell you something that will make you even envy more. Just yesterday, same as other biology student, we had our first live dissect experiment. Its all about dissection of a half dead corspe. What corpse actually we used for the experiment? White rat!!! But it seems that the rat had been tainted with some yellow ink, most probably due to the overdose usage of antiseptic. The experiment was a wonderful experiment. We actually did slowly peel the skin , then dissect the body into half.

Then we were asked to examined the digestive system. After so many years of studying biology, I finally got the chance to touch and see it by my own eyes. The digestive system is just simply too beautiful. Other than that, we were also able to see the reporductive system of these tiny little mice. HOwever, due to the fact that, mine one is too small in size, still underage, we cant see the uterus obviously. But i saw some meat tumour near the right bottom of the mice. I think it might be the fallopian tube.

After that, we pierced through the diaphgram and use scissors to cut through the rib cage. Its awesome that the heart is still beating even though its dead d. Why the heart still keep on pumping although the host has dead d? The answer is simple. Its because we learnt that there's two type of node in our heart, S.A node and A.V node. The S.A node is situated at the ventricle, while the A.V. node is situated at the atrium. The heart is a myogenic organ. It works on itself, mostly of its activities is on his/her own feet, without the control of CNS and PNS. So, when the S.A node start to send signal to the A.V node, the ventricle will start to contract(diastole state). But due to the fact that most of the cells in atrium has found dead bcoz lack of O2, the signal cant be received by the cells in atrium. So, the atrium will juz remain in stationary, while the ventricle is trying very hard to contract, relax until all the o2 is used up.

After that, we operate the brain. But to our surprise, we actually break it. Nothing was left inside the skull. Even the tiny little brain has been crushed by our external force.

I think pictures make up a thousand word. So, have a look.

The pathetic tiny little creature. Amitabha.
My lovely malay classmate, Mus.
Wee, the heart.

Guess what>? i have been here for about 3 and a half week if not mistaken. BUT i think that i should have been here for 4 weeks already, dunno whether it is a correct statement or not? anyone can correct me... holy shit.. i am inside HEp now which the shift button cant be used. the computer here can be considered as the most 'advance' one already, but still got a loaf of problem. haiz, as far as u all concern, i am doing quite well in here. eating well, sleep well. Its just that i got a lot of pressure nowadays. homework seems to endless, plus i did very badly in my chemistry pra test, which is 12/40. but we learnt from mistake right? i will try my very best to excel in my next week exam. so wat am i waiting for? i should go to have my lunch now instead of sitting here blogging. ok tata!

Oh my god!!

I had a bad day, taking one down, sing a sad song and turn it around. This was the last song i heard before i took my short afternoon nap at 2.00 in the afternoon today. And i will be having a chemistry tutorial class on 3. So, i decided to lie down on the bed for a while(perhaps 30 minutes) bfore gettting ready to chemistry tutorial class. So, tick tock tick tock. Guess what? I forgotten to set my alarm clock. I woke up at 3.10 due to a call from my classmate, Soo Li. She told me they are having chemistry quiz now, and I have not turn up yet. SO , i was like mad, searching for my pants and shirt. Straight away after taking a slip of water, I run all the way to Makmal Kimia 1. I lost my direction when i reach at the heart of the school coz i nvr been there before. Thx to one worker who told me where is it.. And I managed to get there at around 3.15. Once I reached there, the exam already started and everybody is busy doing their question. I quickily apologize to my chemistry teacher. She asked me why are u late? i Answered overslept, teacher. Without wasting much time, she quickly pass me the exam paper. I quickly spotted a place at the back of the chemistry lab. Damn it, no chair is around there. So, i went around to look for a chair. I found one but the sit already detach from the chair. So i have to fix it and quickly placed it at the back of the room. Thanks again to my teacher who willing to help me at this crucial moment. She asked me whehter I brought my calculator or not, and I just realised that i did'nt bring my fx-350, casio calculator. Without hestitation, my teacher took out a calculator from her handbag and pass it to me. I really appreciate it.. So, the question was like a hell of question. There are so many question there. And quickly, i grabbed my pen and start doing it. To my surprise, I even forgotten what is the formula of molality and molarity. I mix up molarity with density. Molarity is supposed to be mole/volume, but i replace the mole with mass... ended up leaving the question blank. I was almost out of time, but i still got a few more questions to do... So, I quickly use my common sense to choose those answer, hoping that the answer I choose will turn out to be right choice. I didnt read the question carefully. I wan to cry liao lah...... I certainly know how to do if i given the enough time to think. Hoping that my chemistry quiz's result will not be too bad. Moral behind the story, dun listen to bad day before u going to sleep.

Life in kmm 2

2 June 2008
The weather is good. Gosh! Woke up at 7.15pm. I forgotten to turn on my alarm before i went to sleep last night. Luckily, thx to my roomate, Nabil, he wake me up on that day. Have a cup of drinks and a few pieces of biscuit before going for the lecture. Our female Math tutorial teacher have changed due to unknown reason. So, here's come our new male Math lecture. I forgotten about his name already. what i know about him is tat he love travelling. Coz during the ice breaking(self introduction) instead, whenever we talk about the place we born/ come from, he sure can elaborate a long story on it. He said that he never forgotten to call his wife everyday even though he almost 30 years old. Till now, i feel that he is a good math teacher. Hope that he can continue teaching us till the end of this semester and the next year.(the whole year)

I felt very drowsy during the 2nd last lecture in the afternoon. Mayb its due to the weather and some air-borne bacteria(sleepy bacteria, thx to Jason Tan) which invade my immune system. Straight away after the class, I went back to my room and had a long afternoon nap till 6++ in the evening. So, after that, i decided to have a walk around the campus. On the way, I met with Ah Heng(I.T. genius). I just realised that i haven't had my dinner yet, so i invited Jason and Heng to Kafeteria B to have our dinner. As you know very well that kafeteria B is situated miles and miles away from our room, and is male is prohibited from landing even a step on that place after 6.30. When we reach there, we saw a few male student which still having their dinner at there. In conclusion, strict rules without enforcement is still useless. Heng intends of having yong tau fu, so we just follow the flow. I think it would be first and last time to have yong tau fu at cafe B. The food is nice, its just that the soup is seriously 'polluted' by rubber bands. The cook tied the vegetables with rubber bands into a few strands. Unfortunately, without considering of our health, she straight away grab a strand of vegetable with the rubber band on it, then throw into a pot of hot water and cook with other things. Damn disgusting. I told the cook about it. Guess what she told me? Cook: 'Tak apa, takkan mati punya.' I said to myself, in short term u certainly wont die, but if comes to long term, we will die of cancer. So, after having our dinner, we decided to head back our room. To my surpirse, I saw her again. She was sitting with a group of friends. I thought of going there and talk to her.. But i dun have enough courage. AM i a coward? I said to myself. After much consideration, I decided to take a sight of her, then start reintroducing myself to her. She was my primary school classmate. But it seems like she had forgotten me. All these time, I tried to talk to her but everytime I juz let all the opportunity to slip away. Haiz... when i decided to look at her , she turns her head the other way.. Ok, now what? What can I do somemore? I felt so down, gloomy, helpless for the whole night. I took almost 1 hour to solve a chemistry question. Am i too stupid or mayb due to her, due to the incident? Now, i stil got plenty of things haven't done yet. Juz because updating my blog at least once per week is in my journal, so i have to complete the mission. ok time to go. Ciao~

Met with my national service friends.

Guess what? I met with my ns fren in gajah berang this morning(about 2 hours ago). I cant wait to post it online to share my story. Yesterday night, a group of 3 single man(aaron, me, and aldrian Teh) went to have satay celup in Ong Kim Wee till 2++in the morning. O gosh! I just realise that the next day i need to wake up early in order to meet up with my ns friends. The next morning, I woke up at 9.00a.m. I quickly wake up my dad coz we change the plan already. But i didnt inform my dad about the plan coz i thought that he already know about it. So after that, 10minutes bfore 10, I juz started to brush my teeth and bath yet i finish it in 10minutes. Pretty awesome indeed~ HOwever, my dad still haven't ready yet since i didnt inform him about the change in plan. Su Ming(primary skul's fren+ ns fren) arrived in front of my door already. So, we waited for a while before the journey start...

10.30a.m.- We arrived at the Ocean Square Food Court. I juz get to know that there is a food court outside of the abandoned mall. I quickly get a seat and start chit chat with my ns friend. Then, something happen. Someone pat at my back, Lady:Xiao Di, this is my chair. Juz shortly after the talk, everybody start laughing at me already. T.T...

And i heard some of my friends saying that got a few trainee get punished and was sent back so that they can continue their training again in the next batch. Do u know why? This is because all of them climb over the fences during late in the night, walk all the way to Jasin town. "Prison Break, ns special edition' Can u ever imagine even u drive from asahan camp to Jasin town , it takes about 45 minutes. This is madness.

So, we had pork porridge for our breakfast. We had a few group pictures before they leave for the camp again. Its very happy to meet with them again. Later i upload some picture.

For those who get 9A's and above in spm, please take a visit to http://esila.jpa.gov.my/portaljpa.php.

Life in KMM

it has been quite a long time since the last post.... Ok lets start blogging again coz i nid to polish up my english writting skill so that i can fully prepare before the MUET(Malaysia University English Test). Its a compulsary for those who wanted to enter any university in thish world. I am not so sure about it. Mayb its just only for Malaysia University.

Ehm , after nearly two months of suffering during class and having joy with friends in plkn(Gunung Ledang Asahan), I finally get a chance to come out earlier by one week before my collegue life start..(5/5/2008). After one week of madness, I finally continue my studies in KMM. KMM is indeed an old school. For the first week, we were having our orientation. For 5 days in the row, all of us have not been sleeping well or enough. Every morning before 6, we have to gather at the dewan kuliah alraedy. If u are found late, U will get scolded like a dog shit by our fecci( i dunno how to spell). I still remember vividly that I overslept on the third day. So i decided to skip the orientation by taking a short nap inside the room with one of my roomate who didnt go for the sembahyang subuh also. Someone did came to knock on our doors... He said' Jika kau masih di dalam, jelaskan diri kepada Tuhan.' I juz dun give it a damn shit. Who cares!~

I was so surprised when i saw one of my classmate on the second day during our assembly in the dewan kuliah early in the morning. Ehm... I wanted to talk to her but it seems that i Juz let the one and only chance to slip through me again. Those feeling really xxx.. On the fifth day, I get up early in the morning, 4.00+ to get prepared before going to pratice for the dance in the dewan kuliah. Damn crazy and tired yet still very happy!

What else somemore? O ya, for the first week and second week of lecturing, i really went insane until today especially for the biology subject. The lecturer's teaching was so fast until i cant really understand what he is talking about. Plus, every night, in order to cope up with the teacher speed, I nid to study till late in night, and this will causing me to fall asleep and feel very drowsy during class. However, I think that I juz managed to finish the plants part and now comes the human part. To tell the truth, the plant part was really time consuming. I nid to study in advance so that i can only really understand what the lecturer is talking about.

Wan to go for a dota now.. Later i will upload some interested picture.

Revival of my old blog.ZZz